Positivity!

Officially on a diet..............6 pints of Bulmers and I'm fairly sure there's enough calories there 2 provide me with energy 4 the next year! So, decided 2 skip a lecture (only genetics so it doesn't matter all that much! ;-)) and hit the bar with Lisa, we were shortly after joined by Rob (best ipod provider ever!! Much luv!) and Lorcan (Lisa's luva!). Ended up back in Lorcans...............again!! With a few bottles of Buckfast (UCK!!)..............as u can imagin I was a bit wobbly on the bus home after! I think I may have been humming along with my ipod! Yep, thats me, the psyco singing lady with all the bags. Was a class night, left Lisa and Lorcan all cosied up in his bedroom...............so she was walk of shaming it 2day ;-) Its a nice bit of Biochem scandle and romance. We were only noticing 2day that UCD science is very scandle free the past while, needs a bit of spicing up! But all 2 busy with reports and now the impending exams (EEEEEEEK!!) as well are adding 2 the reasons 2 detox.

Work kinda sucks right now. Was working last sat, and uber crush came in and was chatting away 2 me right beside me, he left and I look in my hand and I was holding a tenner.................I COULDN'T REMEMBER WHERE IT CAME FROM!!! Thats how distracted he makes me! Oh baaaad! So, in a bid 2 get him out of my head, I have hidden him on facebook (don't wanna see when his relationship status changes) and have him in a permanantly offline group. Also added another lad from work coz I don't trust myself with him!! Oooooops! :-P

My poor cuz is now single again. His 3 year relationship (anniversary last week!) ended yesterday. He's a bit depressed and I don't really know what 2 say 2 him, even though I've been there. I am 1 of those people who will try 2 avoid all those emotional situations, I like 2 live in my own little world, also known as denial! I really get this like knot in my stomach when emotion comes up. I think I'm more male than female sometimes.................then I have a totally typical female melt down and I know I'm all woman! :-P

Ugh have sooooooooooooo much work 2 do this week! Silly lab reports, but as far a I can tell theres only 4 reports left 2 do over the next 5 weeks, then the exams.............I really need 2 pull my socks up BIG time over the next few weeks. YAY! :-(